Married over 20 years; confessed to my DH of my encounters with others four years ago; prior to our marriage I had mentioned of only two other people but the truth was it was more than two. I lied for fear of losing him. Now that he knows everything, he finds it difficult to me intimate with me. The thoughts that I was with others makes him so sad. Please pray for him that the Lord will bless him everyday with clarity in his mind; of only thoughts that are good and pure.
Please pray that the Lord will lift the cloud of sadness and restore joy back in his life. May that joy be the marriage He has intended for him.
Also, please pray for my DH that the Holy Spirit will move him to seek out the Lord in his sad moments; soften his heart to restore his desires for me and that the fog of sadness that currently consumes him will be lifted.
Pray for me for patience to wait on the Lord for His will with our marriage and patience to wait for my DH's desire for me to return.
Thank you.